I'm like a baby....................................

I'm like a crybaby. I still cry everyday because i still miss Mary. Why did she ever leave? I want her to stay here. Well, she is probably having a great time at her brother's house. I don't think i can go to my piano exam. Everytime i play the piano i cry because i remember when Mary recorded me playing the piano. I don't feel like playing the piano for a while now. I really need to calm down for a while. I can't even type properly. Mary promised to check her mail and reply when she reached Philipine but she didn't keep her promise. I wish to at least see her once more again. I'm really depressed that she left me. But why?