travel during C.N.Y.

Its so saddening, i won't be able to go back to Malaysia this year, i have been going there to see my relatives for the past few years until now. I really wish to go there, even if its a day or two. i'll try to persuade my mum to go back without my father(he's the one that doesn't want to go back). Fingers crossed, i hope she will say yes. Wish me luck!