Its good for 'her'............................

Well, 'her' is Mary. She got to reunite with her family after 2 whole years, but i got nothing. Except a nice maid. Although i like her a lot, she can't take the place of Mary. Mary was really nice and kind to me, although my grandmother didn't like her all. She offered to do many things for us which i didn't even appreciate that time. Now shes gone, i regret decling her offers. I regret a lot of things, including treating her badly sometimes. But i still don't understand why she didn't want to renew her contract and stay with us a little longer. Maybe my grandmother really hated her. Maybe Mary didn't like my grandmother because my grandmother always shouted at her. But she always said i was nice to her. Actually it was the other way round. I wish i could rewind time and make Mary come back. I really wish there was such a thing.

I'm like a baby....................................

I'm like a crybaby. I still cry everyday because i still miss Mary. Why did she ever leave? I want her to stay here. Well, she is probably having a great time at her brother's house. I don't think i can go to my piano exam. Everytime i play the piano i cry because i remember when Mary recorded me playing the piano. I don't feel like playing the piano for a while now. I really need to calm down for a while. I can't even type properly. Mary promised to check her mail and reply when she reached Philipine but she didn't keep her promise. I wish to at least see her once more again. I'm really depressed that she left me. But why?

I think i was wrong..........

How stupid of me, i actually thought that i wouldn't cry today when Mary leaves but it is a fact that i would. I already miss her sooooooooooooooo much. I hope she comes back to Singapore soon!

I guess i'll be ok

I guess i'll try to forget Mary when my new maid comes. But not as in forget forget, i'm trying to say not be so angry. I put in a lot of effor in the card i made for her. I really hope she appreciates it. I made her an email so i can still communicate with her. However, i still can't believe that shes going. With all the good memories we had, i'm bound not to forget them. I'll at least remember the time when she splat water on her own face:)!!!

Funky sleepover

This is an exclusive post typed by Stefenie as she is here for a sleepover today. This is what she thinks about it:

I love this sleepover with my best friend,
however there are many rude people here.
With all of Shyn Wei's friends around,
I guess i feel a little shy.
They are a little rude,
but at least their ok to me
i guess i can put up with it

By stefenie
with permission from the blog owner(shynee)

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I hope you enjoyed!

I'm so sad now

Today i'm sad, but not because i broke up with anyone or i got scolded. Mary, my current maid is going on Saturday. Her 2 year contract has already ended. I can't really bear to leave her. So i decided to make her an email so that we can chat and other stuff. I still haven't made her a goodbye card. Perhaps tomorrow i'll make it for her. Mary is always kind to me, so i treat her like a family member. Well, at least we can still chat.

Dear god, please bless Mary with good luck wherever she goes and keep her safe. Amen.

My little sister

I think i've mentioned about my little sister. Let me briefly tell you what she is like and her personality. Well, i think i can have a poem to describe her. But please don't laugh. I spent 1 hour trying to think of it. Enjoy!


This tiny thing
can be naughty
but though nasty,
is a cutie buddy.

Sucks her thumb,
pulls her hair
doesn't eat well
and plays around on her chair.

Television maniac,
spoiled brat
fools around
and talks much.

Short and black hair,
tiny teeth
unattached ear lobes
small feet.

Crooked teeth,
smelly breath
big holes in her teeth
caused by sucking her thumb.

But today,
its probably different
with her two front teeth gone now
she is a bogey!

I guess now you know more about her. Please comment to rate this poem!

Sorry....................

Really sorry everyone. Since this week is my school holidays, i should actually post more items for you all to see but i giess i didn't. So to make up for it, i will post at least 2-3 posts today. Enjoy!

Good and Pitiful marks

Aiyoh, although i did well in my maths, i could have gotten full marks. A zero cost me the only one mark which was lost. How sad. I actually put the right anwer but then i cancelled it and put the one without the zero. The answer was:750 hundreds) I put: 750 hundreds and then cancelled it and put 75 hundreds.) How careless of me. BUt whats done is done. I guess i can't really change it anyway.

Time passes fast

Time really passes fast. Today is already the last day of the weekend. I don't actually belive it. Do you? Well, that also means its getting nearer to me getting my science and maths papers back. I hope i do well.................... Keep you guys updated!

Here it comes.................................

I think Stefenie has apologised to me and wants to be my best friend agin. Well, i'm not sure if i should forgive her though. Since she is really rude to me, i'm not really sure what to do. I think i shouldn't forgive her just yet. Maybe later like next week or something. I have to calm down a bit, after all, she made me really upset and sad. I don't know what to do. Please comment to help me!

i made a mistake..................................

I guess i shouldn't have told Stefenie to change her blog. Its awful, shes so rude on her blog. I guess she doesn't want to be my friend anymore but i guess its ok. I'll look forward to having a new best friend if she has a new one too. I have so many friends, i don't even think i'll be able to choose one! Many of them are really nice and kind to me. Perhaps it'll be better for me if i change. I guess Stefenie is not my best friend anymore but maybe i'll still remember her. I think i have to vent my anger now. I'll go for a little while!

To tell Stefenie.............................

This message doesn't concern yone except for Stefenie. She needs to change her template on her blog. Stefenie, here are the instructions to change your template:

1. Go to layout on your blog when you log in

2. Click on pick new template on top

3. Choose the template you want

4. Remember to save any changes you make

just to tell everyone

Just to tell everyone, you must be thinking why i am on the computer already. Actually i already finished my exams. However, i haven't gotten all my results yet. I only got my English and Chinese papers. Its so sad, i missed band 1 just for my Chinese by half a mark. But the good news is that i got really high marks for my English paper! I'm happy yet sad. Donno how to explain my feelings...........

Oh No!

Help me...................................................... Stefenie just sent me 2 new sms(s). What should i do? For now maybe i'll just leave it there and don't reply just yet...........................................................................

boo hoo hoo

I am sitting at the table crying now. One thing because my mother just scolded me, another because i am not friends with stefenie anymore. Out of the blues, Stefenie sent me something which really made me feel me feel sad. I probably won't explain thins one. I have no time cuz i have to go out now. Tata!